The story unfolds as man meets the girl of dreams with one stare he’s sold.

A diamond in the haystack, it was way back, the maybach, we’d lay back turn up the heat and fade to black.

You’d Fall asleep in my arms as we relaxed ( relapsed )

Drifting into the clouds until we collapse

Knees weaken from the deliberate mishaps, no straps

I believe in love, i believe in trust, In God he brought you my only drug

Falling trees don’t split me as hard as you/ as the wind carries my whispers I’ll fall for you /as the earth takes my body I am free to be true /mate of my soul take me as I am / I belong with only you.

Purple dreams cascade my thoughts of royalty /in a lonely house a man goes cold speaks in old soliloquies/ but he talking to you .We can’t hear it but I know it to be true /A young adventurer once but now he’s through /forever to return to the love that once bloomed. The tragic heart of an old man sent to his doom/ a love he once caught is said to loom a lost soul in search for another in a crowded room.

I believe in hope I believe in harmony that the lovers read to leap can no longer sit abide as wolves dressed as sheep seep through the cracks of despair to braid the knots that tear only to be vulnerable and bare.

I just can’t breathe waiting for the spirit to give me my lead

To let me leave, to break these chains and let me bleed

I’m willing to give for those in need, my body, my mind, but only my soul to keep

Free me from these shackles of hate as it spreads ferociously with man made time left with faith

In our hearts of hearts we can’t escape the feeling of fear as it pulls and negates

Im left wandering in place the music I can’t hear but only a taste

My mouth is dry, my ears are worn, my fate has been sealed until the ringing of the horns.

Lover can you hear me I didn’t forget the lovers leap from the last step.

I’m here with you and you with I this is the last thing I wish to see as I close my eyes.

An angel from heaven I knew from the start

Minds cease to be when I feel of you, I do believe

The lovers anthem makes the same beat

Chosen by you or chosen by sea

Ill let my soul do the talking when love’s light strikes divinely

Hammerin’ my body, taking my touch ,

this loves got a lock, still ,i’m in no rush

I cant stand, I cant see but let me hear her voice one more time before lights leave

Let me hear her voice one time

One more time

one time please

Evolution is a circle that binds us, a revolution

The source of light burns outward in  expressive thoughts when a flower blooms

We exchange languages of love in the form of energy

Materializing into the air, on our faces in the form of chemistry

Patience brings wisdom patience brings love

The golden branch was discovered in wait by an endearing dove

Through bottomless creeks and empty space

Niether here or there in time i’d replace

One breathe with you is life eternity

A angel once anew, the fountain of youth, Cupid Valentino turned one into two

Sister of the love Goddess Aphrodite; blasphemy

I think not if you’ve seen what inspires deep

Everything that makes the plants sleep

Everything that makes the water wake

Colors that turned the skies dry and looks upon as the moon cries

My beauty

The meaning without meaning means nothing at all

When I look at myself and I see that I’m not how I imagined this far into my life I begin to become slightly depressed …..asking if this where it stops or questioning the experiences of my life and what does it mean. But then there is a sign i don’t know where it comes from, maybe a movie or magazine but that little hint of hope in my mind begins to create a domino effect of perseverance. Then there is this feeling of excitement in my body as if I have to workout and not just my body, my mind becomes restless unable to sleep unless i’m feeding it. My PURPOSE begins to illuminate and the cobwebs of bullshit brought by the endless cycle society has stricken upon me since my birth disappears in a shining flash of confidence. I stick to it 100 % focused, tunnel vision, I see it, until I become it ,then the pieces begin to fall into place. I begin to have that need to always be lucky but i don’t always depend on it. Talent is one thing to have but being prepared will always find its way to the top. To have both is the answer.

My purpose is simple…. to become an actor at the highest level of imagination possible. What does that mean?  It means to be on set where it takes me to a different world to allow my character to play more freely,like a child in a playground. No worries, just all out fun. It means  to allow the audience or viewers to see how real it is but realize it’s not real at all, but a imaginative force that takes the everyday person out of their everyday. It’s about relationships for me. I travel not to enjoy the luxuries of life at home. I live with the natives. I see the world as they do and I make it a part of me. I feel every person I meet will have some type of impact one way or another. Whether you like them or not, every experience is a learning experience and I begin to understand these emotions enough where I can meet the same person on the other side of the world and get along just fine, because it’s not about the words it’s the one thing every human has in common, the universal language of the physical body.

You know, I don’t expect people to read all of this nor do I expect them to agree with me. And if you did get this far maybe you are different, maybe you do support me, maybe you do heed this advice and this can be a little change that you needed to get you going in the right place, or maybe it’s not enough and it still doesn’t make sense, that’s cool too.  I just have this feeling as if I will become what I set out to do and why I am even here. Even writing this is something new for me, I express myself in numerous amount of ways, through films, the arts, and illustrations. If this is what I’m feeling at this time then I’m going to do it and nothing going to stop me! I believe that’s how everyone should live.